Feeling safe is VITAL to healing. If you are not for my healing, you ARE against it. #TakeNotes

"Being able to feel safe with other people is probably the single most important aspect of mental health; safe connections are fundamental to meaningful and satisfying lives."

- Bessel van der Kolk

The Body Keeps the Score

WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND???? 💔💔💔💔💔💔🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

(If you have been following for a while , you know I have been having a extremely hard time , enduring episodes left and right sonce October, when my "uncle" (my moms woofer, he's lived here and worked for her for like 25 years now or something, basically family as he's watched me grow, and my daughter ) attacked the crap outta me and scared the shit outta me in my only safe place left on this earth, and let all my farm animals free for no reason ... no reason at all.. and since that day my mom calls me crazy, says he didn't do it , even with 5 mins of video and witness who had to physically pull him back multiple tines up off me telling her exactly what happened, and the past 6 months she has just crushed my heart to a point I can't even look at her anymore. Defending her baby lee when he kicks her kids ass , and straight up REFUSES TO COME SPEAK FOR 5 MINUTES ro work through it as a family, showing me exactky what she thinks of me .the hurt she has caused is irreversible. And unforgivable. She has ran from me since I was 6 years old. And cant grow the fuck up enough to cone be a mother for 5 minutes when her worker attacks the fuck out of her kid . Instead she goes to kona with her girlfriends , and stays busy busy busy when she could have stopped by any of these days the past 6 months . All this time she's feeding him more beer and covering his ass, and there is NO EXCUSE . ITS DISGUSTING . SHE CHOSE TGE DRUNK FUCK IVER HER ONLY CHILD BECAUSE SHE IS TO SCARED AS FUCK TO COME SOEAK AND FACE HER ACTIONS AND HOW MUCH OF A BITCH SHE IS TO HER KID.

ITS SOMETHING I AM HAVING A EXTREMELY HARD TIME WITH, ALL SHE EVER DOES IS BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING , and forthe past 6 months of her refusing to put on her big girl panties and stop the gaslighting narcissistic bullshit, for all this. She will never know her kid again.

#RANTOVER

#cptsdawareness #cptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthsupport #youmatter #feelingsafeISVITAL #needtofeelsafetoHEAL #IfYouAreNotForMyHealingYouAREAgainstIt #openyourmind #bethehealinglink

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Jazzy